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Very personal blog for my thoughts and stuff.
Quitting
aaaww fuck, i just want to quit. I don’t want to do this anymore. I might like it a little more if i was getting paid. But, I’m not and that means I still have to work. That means I still have to work to make enough to save. That means I have less free time when its supposed to be my summer break. That means I don’t really like summer 2012. Like honestly, how is filing supposed to help me become an event planner? I think I already know how to do that so stop making me do all the bitch work. I wanna do more. I wanna be more involved.
Today, was supposed to be at my first wedding. I was very excited to see a wedding made and planned by Gourmet Events Hawaii. But no. None of that happened. SO WTF?!!
I just want to sleep in and enjoy my summer. I think I’m rushing into all of this a little too much. I just wish i was getting paid. I wanna get out of Kit n Kitchen. This is so frustrating. No wonder my stress and all this pain will never go away. I take on more than I can handle or even want to handle. I just want to do nothing.
I just want to hang out, and go on dates, and have some fun, and spend money, and get dark, and be lazy, and not have to worry about work or anything like that. Right now, I hate everything.
Take me out please! :(
why don’t you love me? ));
esc now. i want to go to kauai already. sheeesh.
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typical me
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CAN YOU JUST BE MY BOYFRIEND????
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waaaaaaaaaaah.
I am weak.
I just want to talk to you.
I just want to have a night out on the town.
I want to take you to all these cool places to sit, eat, and talk.
I want to be friends.
But I can’t and I won’t.
I will not give in.
I just need space and time away from you and from everything. Even if its only for three days, being on Kauai makes everything better. This is what you wanted all along anyways, right? From the beginning, you wanted to live life without me and to know what its like to be “alone” or single. Well it has finally come to that point and honestly it kinda feels good to be apart. I would like to try and rekindle everything that we once had. I do want to be your friend again, and I do want to be able to talk to you about anything and everything ( I’m using “everything” a little too much).
I know that text was a little random, but there was just somethings that were said and told . I just completely lost it and didn’t know how to react. I’m just tried of being taken for granted by you. All i ever wanted was to just be “WANTED” by you and nothing else. But no matter what, I was always second, or even third in your life. Or maybe not even high up there. It seemed like i was fifth in your life. And it was the most shittiest feeling in the world. To know you give your everything to this one guy and he doesn’t even show any interest. Whatever, its all over now.
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Spring Break!!
It’s gonna be a busy spring break. Going out all day, everyday!
I plan on:
-going running everyday
-taking beautiful pictures
-three different hikes on Kauai
-eat healthier
-lose weight
-work friday, saturday, sunday.
-hang out with new people. Ian? Eddie? Gary? Vergie? Aaron? Angie?
-finish POLS 120 hwk. ALL OF IT!
I only have seven day to do it all.
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It hurts, you know. Every time I think about it. Cuz he was my best friend, a war between my head and my heart, my enemy, the random outbursts of laughter in the middle of class, the everyday texts, the inside jokes, the smile when you see his name light up on the screen, the conversations till 2 in the morning about really nothing important. So looking back, I see someone I was really close with. Now I pass by him, and I see a stranger. We walk by without a single acknowledgement. He knew me so well. He knew my fears, my desires, my dreams, my past and now he just walks right past, seeing right through me. It hurts a lot knowing you’re not there, but I am doing so much better without you.
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